I am sick today. Really sick. I didn't go to class today, but I know we didn't really do anything important, and I'm not well enough to even get to the damn kitchen. I woke up and I started to bleed profusely from my nose and it didn't stop from 8 till about 9:30 so I feel kind of weak. I think it's because I have a sinus infection. I need to change my damn sheets/pillow cases now. Fucker.
Anyway, I'm in college now. It's better than wasting my life away working in a glass ceiling job. It's exciting to learn a lot of new stuff. But outside of that, I'm pretty unhappy.
I'm dating Kara which is great, but that's really one of my only finer points. I'm not quite sure what's going on, maybe I'm just hitting a bout of winter depression. I've just felt kind of lethargic and dull minded lately.
I have a really bad urge to go to the zoo.
I think before I join the military I'm going to go on a massive road trip for a month or so. I'd like to drive the country and just see all of the amazing history and all of the more profound Americana that's around me. I figure if I might die for this country, I might as well know exactly what it is. I should start planning that.
Gotta figure out what to do for valentine's day. I really don't like the holiday because of it's comercialism property, but at the same time, I'm just as big of a consumer than everyone else.
One final note before I lay back down to sleep away my sickness:
The "Mood" selection on LJ is the most rediculous thing ever. I was just scrolling through it and I thought "Which of these preset emotions identifies me at this time."
I then realized what a sham of a human being I am. And that we all probably are.